Sunday, July 25, 2004

ooh blogger kinda changed..hehe err ok wells anw here to inform yall that ive moved! yepps with the help of supermoveraudrey! yayy. erm ok heres the new address..-drumrolls- ok nth to drumroll abt. i think chungyan noes. ohh wells ok anw my new blog is http://imlovinit.diary-x.com!! yayy. yepps so there goes! tata blogger. -sniffs- im gonna miss u! ok erm not. eeks my colour combination kinda sarks. ahh wells. ok au revoir!

illusion-

Sunday, July 04, 2004

i know we drifted apart.

i don't even know the problem started

or when the rift started to deepen

or perhaps im just too self centered

or too insensitive to feel

that our friendship is sinking day by day

into the never ending abyss

fading disintergreting diluting

i hate this. the feeling of giving too much

yet never receiving. have i erred really

and how so? our communciation has distilled

down to such elementary and dismissive levels

talking probably out of politeness or fr the sake of talking

when did we stop talking?

and how did i not discover it?

maybe im in the wrong but im tired of thinking like this

i hate this i hate this

maybe i should just forget.

its probably easier to let the wedge deepen

and let our souls repel further

whatever. im tired of moving

of initiating or even the act of cocooning myself

maybe i should just sit there

and observe and think clearly

and hope for the answer.

im not moving

illusion-

Sunday, June 20, 2004

oh ya. hehs. forgot to tell u that im benny!!! isnt that sucha dwoinkily nicee name? yayy sho pls call me benny frm now on.. i seem to be publicising this everywhere. haha. nvmm

ooh and bb gave me a super name!! barnable barnabas!! issit spelled lyk that? erm sorrie all barnabas[es]out there. but its a nice name.

and i forgot my [future] dog's name. haii wad a dwoink. but nt to worry! gort it all covered. hehs. sho u shuld look out for the future u noe. buy prudential! erm okae outta pt. anw my dog will prob be named albert/ robert/ albert-robert. sho isnt it nice?

okae. feel free to give me ur comments. its sucha lovely lovely dae!!!!!

illusion-

Friday, June 18, 2004

yayy i lurve weird, outlandish names! -claps-

i just renamed my sis peter[u noe peter rabbit? kaes nvm] sho now i call her peter! yay doesnt that sound great? ohh or i call her black rabbit. hehs. yepps. im proud of myself.

ya.. and i call my bro mickey!!! omgg im in lurve with the name mickey..haha. sounds sho nicee. okae but this renaming business in just the heat of the moment.smiless.

ooh..and i call my dad ARNIE!! arent i a genius to think of such a lovely name?

okae heres a list of nicee names that i lyk:

[[ricky]]

[[arnold]]

[[donald]]

[[mickey!!((:]]

[[Barney!!!!!!]]

[[barnable..bet u nv heard of it hah!]]

[[dennis]]

[[harold]]

[[harvey]]

[[dick]]

okae i forgot le.. oh and i forgot the name i gort for my future dogg!!!!!! shit maybe richard. haii but its the nicest name i thot of and i forgot! nvm shall blog abt it when i rmb((((: right now i'll just content myself w pissing ppl out.

oh btw im benny. sho pls call me benny(:

okae shall wait fr peter to wake up frm her nap. haii. rabbits. tsk.

illusion-

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

here comes steadyy auntie. steadddieeeeeeeee ahh. hehs. whoa..claps fr the auntie at golden rooster. steaddyyyyy wor. luffed my ass off. newaes she haf attitude prob sho dun bother abt her. bah. evil woman. kaes im nt making sense here sho i will stop. okae.. here comes steady uncle.. okae fr further details pls contact bb. am too lazy to list out. hehe(:
yepps and todae is sucha dwoinkingly dwoink happy dae! joined dwoinkebes bloggie. evil gongebes is simply nt contributing. such a meano dwoinker. hmph. anw..its a joint blog..haha and we are simply dwoinkily lame! yay and i lurve that sexyy afro doggie. [its supposed to mean lyk.. sexy womann but somehow doggie dun reallie fit. erm kae nt making sense. nvm] yayy newaes went audebes hse to do projectieject and we slacked the whole dwoinky time there. haish. wad a dwoink. nvm newaes. heartland mall is nicee. okae maybe only print club. but its still nice fr a lyk neighbourhood mall. yepps. wish westmall had it too.. but its too pathetic le. ya took some neoprints. realised the bad situation of nt hafing sylvebes and andebes w us to deco it. -sniffles- our head ended up w lotsa hammer knocks and shits. sho must erm practise? hahas but it was fun. gd time shrieking awae outside. okae im off to catch my dwoinks le[erm catch my dwoinks=catch 40 winks?] dwoinkk on!!

illusion-